Those of you have traveled down this road know what I mean, for those of you who don’t let me just tell you… planning a wedding will not always be full of happy and exciting days. After a while your loving fiance’ will no longer want to look at another wedding invitation, hear about bridesmaid dresses, look at venues, try on suits.. etc. Ryan and I are already at this point.
He no longer cares what our invitations look like; from his own mouth, he would be okay if we printed them on napkins and our guests could bring those to use for dinner haha! We have barely even talked about what he was going to wear and he is already getting irritated about it. I know that he would wear and do anything I wanted because he ultimately only wants to make me happy and to make our day everything I want it to be… but sometimes I do really just want his honest opinion. His opinion is important, even more so than my MOH… and I really value her opinion too! I get frustrated and overwhelmed often… I will honestly just be ready to be married and be stress free.
Ryan is not the only reason I get stressed… we have other issues going on with the wedding that is concerning both of us and stresses me out to the max. Those issues I will not go into but it could be potentially damaging and could ruin this wedding. I just so wish that I had more help from people just as excited as I am, but sadly my MOH is 3 hours away and my mom has had a lot going on recently and hasn’t been able to help that much. I will be glad when there aren’t many things left to do and I can hopefully quit even thinking about aspects of this wedding. I think the mixture of issues we have going on is what makes me so stressed. Until then, I’ll just have to make it work!
On a lighter note, only 304 days until I marry the man of my dreams. I cannot wait to meet him at the end of the aisle 🙂